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i mean napaisip ako right then.. marami namang tao ang may mga kakaibang talents but they bring great joy to others. KUNG MAHASA ang kanilang galing i'm sure they will be known in someway... para saakin may mga taong mas magaganda pa ang boses kesa sa mga sikat na singer. as well sa ibang.. mga ways. kasi new generation nga diba laging mas magagaling ang dumarating. but in a way . paano natin malalaman na magaling tayo sa isang bagay na kahit nga tayo tinatago natin. nahihiya tayo dahil parang nakakahiya at di tayo tatanggapin ng taong nasa paligid natin. na baka ipagtabuyan. at ang tingin nila saatin weird or kung ano ano pa. oh ang iba naman gawan ka ng tsismis ng kung ano ano.
ganyan ang utak pinoy. pero marami tayong kayang gawin. alam nyo ba na sa mga papel lng grbe na ang nagagawa ng mgamahihirap na pinoy. sa lagay na yun kasi. sa sobrang kahirapan nagiging creative ang tao. paano? kikita tayo ng pera diba kailangan may ipagbili tayo eh ano na lang ang gagawin natin kung ang meron lang tayo ay punit punit na tela. ano pa. eh! di gawin nating basahan creative diba. recylce ba at the same time. dapat kasi pinagtutuunan ito ng pansin ang creativity.
hanggang dito nalang muna mga kapatid at sa ibang araw.. pulitika naman tayo
i dedicate this song to my special friend joseph gutierez. HE'S so cute and i really love him so much. we were suppose to meet this week but because me and my father got into a fight. it was cancelled . i just missed the chance of meeting my special friend. i'll tell you a little secret. i really love this guy the problem is i don't know if he feels the same..the thing is. i always feel that he does. but when we're texting and talking on the phone. it's he doesn't show it.. it's just a feeling i don't know.
there was this other time he makes me feel like i'm his special someone and until now i feel i am. see he lost his c.p. and wasn't able to text me for a whole month. i thought he forgot all about me. since i'm just his textmate. and you know other guys out there.. easy to forget..anyway my father and i was on the mall. the national bookstore at legazpi. when all of the sudden my phone rang. . i answered it. at first i didn't know it was him 'cause he's not telling his name. i got pissed off and turned it off. a minute later. someone texted me and said " si seph 2 new no. ko". damn. i told my self. if i knew all along then i wouldn't have turned it off
then the next minute. i didn't expect him to call again but-- he did. and guess what he told me he misses my voice. aww. which made my heart live with glee. my smile was up to my ear. i could rip it out.. and then the thought that he memorized my no. and the thought that he called me just to say that he missed my voice and told me about his new no. really makes me special. you know he could just text me if i'm no ordinary person but hey. i was ever so glad when he did that...
and up 'till now we still have our communication. i'll never forget him. and when i called him he said he was like happy 'cause i called. damn...ow i wanna hug him
It mIght nOt bE tOdAy tOmmOrOw Or thE nExt dAy. bUt I cAn wAIt And whEn thAt dAy cOmEs. I'll lEt fAtE dEcIdEs. bUt stIll whAtEvEr hAppEns I'll wAIt..
that's him joseph gutierez.....
i know i can wait forever
okey to all damnation and jot this down to your book fellas. this year '09 my summer . this summer has been the worst of all summer history ever.. i mean i didn't even got the chance to well be free. do some things i've always wanted to do like. go out on the evening with my friends. do some girl stuff. meet new friends. i mean seriously NONE. i didn't even got the chance to stay up late. because i have to go to the store every morning just to be the somewhat like saleslady and whatsoever do some chores and blah blah blah!!! everyday, everytime i get home. the welcoming commitee my brothers shouting at each other. a whole pile of dishes. a really messy house. a leashed dogs barking like there's no tommorow. and an incoming mother blabbing .....
nice right? .. yea really nice. *sigh*
then add up the incoming school hurrah!! i still don't have my school supplies.. i'm a fourth year now and i have to focus real hard. if i want my parents to be proud. but in my case? NUTCASE... i don't know if they'll ever be proud
good mind: (sphix) = aina wag kang mag-isip ng ganyan pagod lang mga magulang mo at marami ang problema kaya sila nagkakaganyan..
bad mind: (sphix) = bahala na sila pabayaan mo di naman nila makita ang halaga mo diba.. ano pake mo.
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i can't take it anymore i have to shut down my circuit and sleep........
sleeeeeeeeep for a thousand years
*sigh*
*life is cruel*
*shuts eyes*
oh dear hear we are again hahah... starting another day of despair because i have nothing much to do inside my boring house...i need a vacation.. i wanna be free. and go away some beautiful place.. haaay ......
*wow ako mahiiya???*
*miracle*
pero true kaya well ..eto ang mga di ko nagawa this summer
*di ako nakapamasyal sa ibangn lugar
*di ako nakakain ng dapat sana eh kainin ko
*di ako nagkaroon ng bagong friendship
*naloloka ako kasi sana sali ako sa banda
*nuod sana ako ng band di natuloy
*di ako pwede lumabas ng bahay para magsaya
*bawal pa magcom.
*bawal umalis ng bahay
*at marami pang iba ... haay naqhu
pero infairness di naman ganun kagrabeng paghihirap ang dinanas ko.. at least masaya parin ako,
kasi may wafu dun sa may tindahan namin na panay ang tingin saakin kaya well parang heheh kinikilig ako.. haha for the first time ba! jowk..
like ko lang sya xeh maputi at wow mahiyain ang gago dinaig pa ang ugali ko.. tsaka natutunan ko rin na di dapat ako magtaray dun sa tindahan kasi wala akong makukuhang kausap pag boring hours na!! kaya negk2 malaking lesson un para saakin munting life noh..
maraming stories ang mga namiss ko tlga as-in maraming kailangan i re -wrtite naqhhu dami dapat gawin haizt
but everything is just fine
tunog kabataan fest sa bulan sorsogon ay magaganp. na! and sasali kami.. well yea sasali kami
-karen, ako, kuya , aaron at si dance kulang pa kmi ng drummer pwede nmn sna ang kapatid ko..hehe .. so we just made plans about it and currently nag-uusap parin kmi sa aming ggwin problema nmin ang instruments haay naqOh money nnmn.. sa beginners pln' kmi xeh amn baguhan ano pa nga ba? haha
-ung name sana ng band namin ay BANDIT_REVOLVER.. since my nbasa ako sa k-zone na ang old term ng bandits sa old english ay footpad. nag-suggest ako na magin' "FOOTPAD_REVOLVER" ang pangalan namin and thus here we are.. the band of immaculate..
-di nmin sna balak sabihin nme namin my codename nga kami para magmukhang mysterious..heheh astig divah?
-kng originality nmn ..english ang aming pg-uusap .. in an england accent. wee excited aqOh dun..
-so anyway here's the gang
"FOOTPAD_REVOLVER"
-BANDITS-
lady_necro (vocalist) - karen
blind_bandit (bassist) - aina
axligh (lead guitarist) - aaron
gunflames (rythm guitarist) - dane
________(drummer) - __________
so we're still missing a drummer haha.. GO ON GUYS LET'S sHOW THEM WHAT WE'VE GOT
maybe..
just thinking about sa kahihiyan ni hatton..
okey this is totally outrageous to the max and the highest level grabe. okey. so nag d.l.c training ako. kahit sa gusto ko rin na at the same time ayaw ko dahil nakakapgod. tlga as in. pero sige parin ako ng sige dahil para ito sa mama ko. anyway. ..nagpagod ako .grabe ang pawis na aking iniri.. jowk pero so grabe pawisan na tlga kami ng grabe.. ang itim ko na dahil sa kakapainit saamin ng trainor namin na si.Sir THOLITS.... the training was worth it though kami...ang datihan ...tawag namin yan sa mga senior citizen na na 4th year. bali kami ang mamamhala kpg ala ang trainor like.. we're going to teach the freshmen about the rule on d.l.c so... i was on the twirlers and i was like the one who sometimes (i think i'm the one) who makes our step...sometimes my co-friends.. help me.. anyway .the freshmens are really and extremely hard to train. i mean.. sinisgawan na nmin sila di parin nakikinig sinasabhan na namin, ng
proper marching ayaw saamin makinig i mean ang aarte nila promise.. kahit kau maiirita haay! naqh.. ngaun eto na ang pinakanaiinisan ko tlga.. yung part ng paghanap ng karpat dapat na lider para sa marching band nmin. omg! em so badtrp y??? kasi nmn ang pinili na majorette namin GOD yung sakang ang marching..haay naqh..eto na ung kinatatakutan ko yung.. sa batch namin!! matalo kami. i mean diba..nakaktkot...sa batch namin.. iniisip ko plng na mangyari yun. naqh.. knkbhan naqh as-in.. i mean ..ibang iba isipin na sa batch namin matalo para bang..isa kaming waswas.. naqh..kaya sabi ko..quit ako kasi ayaw kung maranasan ang talo.. napaiyak pa ako kasi...
ang prioritize dapat ang 4th year na makasama agad sa drill pero ano ang nangyari ung mga datihan kong kasama.. temporary lang????? i mean that's totally unfair isa pa...... sabi ni ma'am kung pipili dhaw ng lider votations daw.. mala ano ang nagyari votations nga ang nangyari....wala nmn ...di nagkaroon ng votations sya parin ang pumili..GOd makipera tlga!!!
nakkainis.. haizt.. I QUIT BAHALA NA KAU D.L.C> MAGDUSA TAYONG LAHAT