♥isle of enchantment♥

entrance exam. HSAI

2009-09-04T05:18:00.001-07:00

okey the entrance examination^.^ that was nice. last august 29,2009 i went to HSAI on Irosin to finaly take the entrance examination. on Bicol University. Since i passed my form a little to late. i was eager to go there early as possible to make sure i recieve my permit to take the exam. along with my friends. patrick, jamie and dianne, we all went to HSAI 7:00 sharp. . okey dun dun dun..

music sound effects oh my god we went to early there. actually before i complained how dumb i was coming real early. there was some complications with out permit. sad to say the GUARD of the school told us no permit was recieved, or even delivered to them^^.. okey then i went to panic. i was starting to say bad words “FUCK WHERE IS THE PERMIT” i’m starting to turn red. my eyes waters out. but… saved by the bell someone called us and gave us our permit^

yess i felt the earth moved with much excitement. but excitment have to wait..

because of my dumb idea getting there for early..

we waited 6 hours to have the examination. because we are scheduled for 1:30

“good going miss know it all”

haha okey maybe i got a little bit of carried away with my thoughts of knowledge but hey. in that case we won’t be late. since it’s still early we decided to roam over the place and look for our room. but hello we’re on room 2. we saw no’s. 5,10 and got to 41 but still no sign of no 2 . we went up and down the building i even sweat a lot but still no sign of the room no. 2

the missing room ofcourse. because of that i got dehydrated and drank water. unfortunately my bladder didn’t take the water well maybe it was contaminated or what. anyway we then look for a bathroom. it’s not like i hate their bathroom and all. i mean it’s just a bathroom. but oh my god their bathroom is so creepy to the max. no light. the toilet is flushed out. no water and dirty. oh my god no maintainance of cleanliness. ]

okey so waiting .. waiting… waiting…

we waited and waited and waited

waiting…

waiting…….

waiting

wait oh there it is

still waiting

but when we got our time.. we took the exam and after that we went home. the exam was easy if i say so myself but, really it’s time pressured. 35 minutes we have to finish 1 subject . talk about torture of the mind

I WRITE WHAT I WANT..

2009-09-04T05:17:00.000-07:00

so ano… umm.. ako i’m just posting what i’m intended to post kung ano ang alam kong katotohanan. so umm. eto lang naman ang masasagot ko sainyo. i-boblog ko lahat ng gusto kong i-blog. hindi naman ito nababasa ng marami dahil akin lang ito. kung mabasa man po ninyo itong sulat ko sa blog ko. at magalit kayo may karapatan kayo. nasa sainyo naman iyon eh! sa akin lang. eh hindi ko ito pinalalaki dahil hindi ko ito pinost sa school or. tinismis. ngayon kung sasabihin nyo po na pinalalaki ko ito. mas lalaki talaga kasi sinasagot ko po yung comment nyo. and well okey lang saakin ang sumagot . kasi alangan namang hayaan ko nalang nakabitin ang comment nyo right?? paano kung kailangan kong dumipensa sa mga comments nyo???.. i will not leave my guard down.

kayo na po ang bahala kong ano ang galit na madarama nyo. saakin lang ay isusulat ko ang dapat kong isulat dahil yon ang gusto ko. walang dapat sisihin sa blog ko kundi ako.. lang

ngayon kung sasabihin nyo po na isipin ko muna ang mga sinulat ko. napag-isipan ko na po ito.

at sa issue na pinapalaki. wag nalang kayong magreply. para hindi narin ako magreply ilang araw ng dead bol yung issue na ito…. di naman ako nakekealam na. para saakin lang ay. dedepensahan ko ang sinulat ko.

at tungkol dun sa una ang pumasok ang amethyst. siguro mali ang pagkaintindi ko don. pero buong amethyst ba ang pumasok sa loob? hindi naman diba?

MAY IBA LANG PO.

hindi naman lahat matatalino ah! hindi naman lahat ng nakangiti akala nyo hindi apektado sa nangyari

bahala na po kayo

wala lang pakealaman yan lang ang saakin

kaya uunahan ko na po kayo

hindi ko na kayo i-rereply at sa ikatatahimik ninyo.. eh wala ng linkage na reply sa blog ko. pero kung mag-rereply pa kayo then.. GO tuloy lang ako sa pagreply. hehehee.. tawanan ko nalang lahat ng ito…..

hindi ako nang iinsulto okey?

nan pasensya naman sa nakulugan o sin buot maski ako makulog man an buot ko…

pero past is past

tama na an ilang araw at 1 week na.. nagpakauyam kita sa nangyari…..

okey sige tabi salamat gihapon sa pag-comment although niegative yadto haha!^^ good lan

take care

..xoxo BIG PROBLEM xoxo.. (BETHYST)

2009-09-04T05:13:00.000-07:00

okey..harus talaga mga pangyayari ngayon sunod sunod ang kamalasan ng section namin at nang buhay ko..

ano ba naman yan kainis toda max.. and to think it all happened because of that damn stupid paper. because of depending on the other section’s answer. then ayon… gusto nyo malaman ang buong happenings eto kwento ko sainyo ..

Nangyari kasi ang lahat ng august 13 ng umaga.. examination namin for the first periodical. and first period namin ang mapeh. okey so to think it is normal for us to cheat. i mean yung tanungan lang .. yon kasi kadalasan ang ginagawa namin eh! and we’re happy about that kasi nakakthrill because ano?? dahil ito sa baka mahuli kami pero sa awa ng diyos in my 3rd year hindi kami nahull ng mga kasama ko . pero ngayong senior years namin nakx ano nga ba ang nangyari at tila nadakip.. walang hiya. eto na oras na ng alaman kung nag-aral ka oh hindi.

pakakita ko ng exam eh wow ang dali dali lang naman pala eh! so no need to kodigo hindi ba? ewan ko kung what ang nangyari pumunta bigla ang first section saamin at tinanung ang mga answers in exchange para sa answers sa science. eh ano pa nga ba? na tempt naman ang iba naming classmates kaya ayun.. nagkaroon ng isang kalakalan ang dalawang section. at para lang yun sa umaga ng first part ng examination…..yung ibang subjects hindi naman wala ngang naganap eh! pero diin kami kasi daw nanggaling ang mga answers saamin grabe as-in… MAS DIIN KAMI

ewan kung sinong impakto ang nagsumbong sa mga teachers.. namin at nalaman. grabe ha no reasoning out. ang nangyari at ang masklap pa dito ay hindi kami basta basta pinasalita.. ewan ko ba . tapos ang punishment naman ang ganda diba???

options sa punishment namin

1. either magzero nalang kaming lahat (wow di for the total back subject kami nito)

2. ipa-guidance daw kami (hindi naman kami lahat ang may kasalanan non)

3. retake the examination…. (pwede pa)

okey so nagkaroon ng meeting ang mga teachers ngayong araw na ito. at ang mga resulta ay ganito. magkakaroon ulit kami ng retest tapos … may nag-suggest na sa gymnasium daw ito maganap.. ay walangya nyan ano ba yan grabeng punishment naman kaya pinapahiya naman kami masyado ah. buti nalang at pinagtanggol kami ng isang teachers na walang ganyanan dahil grabe naman daw na pahirap yun.. kaya swerte at the same time malas kasi as-in nawalan na ng tiwala saamin ang aming mga teachers. parang hindi na katulad nang dati na instead you’ll be happy studying with your teachers parang wala na talaga.. kanina nga hindi man lang nagpaalam ang teacher namin sa science. tsaka wag na daw kami mag good morning dahil hindi daw good ang morning nya .. tsaka nakakawalang gana daw kaming turuan dahil nga doon sa nangyari. yung history teacher naman namin nakx at ayun.. umiyak ewan if .. basta nakaka disappoint talaga ang nangyari saamin…

ang tanging nagtiwala nalamang saamin ay ang aming math teacher na si ma’am huiden .. habang sinasabi nya ang mga salitang “BERYL PARIN AKO KASI ALAM KO MGA MABUBUTI KAYO… ” napaiyak talaga ako kasi. sa lahat ng teacher sya nalang ang tanging may tiwala saamin. para ngang gusto ko nang sumuko kasi grabe na..

ewan ba damay na damay na kami sa kasalanan ng isa.. grabe ang salitang one for all all for one.. patama naman masyado.. gusto kong umiyak na naiinis ako at parang sa tingin ko ang baba ng tingin saamin ng mga teachers namin dahil sa nangyari para bang wala na kaming karapatang mag-aral. kakaiba ang pakiramdam na ito naghahalong sakit at pagkalito ang nararamdaman ko.. iba na eh! tapos masyadong na exxagerate ang pangyayari nagkodigo daw gamit ang cellphone eh paano nga namin yun magawa na ewan!!!!!!!!! talagang kahit na anong paliwanag ganun parin,.

nakakhiyang lumabas sa room .. dahil hindi mo alam kung ano na ang tingin sa inyo ng ibang section.. nakakaawa ang year na ito

BUWAN NG WIKA pa naman.. makasalanan ewan………….

badtrip na hindi mo talaga maintindihan

nagyon BETHYST na tawag saamin

wag na sanang maulit

..^.^tOUgh mOnth^.^..

2009-07-31T01:03:00.000-07:00

this month nagkaroon kami ng isang napakabusy na araw.. lalo na saakin. recently i was elected as the president of the general officer of one of the subject. for the over-all in our campus.. well it's my first time to be elected in such position so i was really on the go. super hypher..

as everyone would like to call me i'm quite active in any school projects or any activities that's happening sometimes mapalad na makakuha ng award sometimes syempre talo.. so okey back to the topic ngayong ako ang president ofcourse aasikasuhin ko yon lahat. pero ang nangyayari parang ako lahat ang solong nag-asikasu.

at least my loyal subjects came to the rescue so may katulong ako.. first na gagagawin namin eh mag-assist sa activities. okey so successful check na sya

next naman ay yung mr. and ms. nutrition. aw nakakaloka nung araw ng presentation wala ako dahil may contest kami sa jingle sa SORECO sa GALLANOSA. namiss ko tuloy yung festivity nung araw na yon grabe ang hinayang ko.

pero nanalo naman kami sa GALLANOSA ng 4th place (pero no award)

okey this date.. for the first time in the history of my life naging MASTER OF CEREMONY PO AKO. may god sabi naman nila maganda daw voice ko haha voca lang yun,.. i'm so happy although medyo na rush .. but i was really happy

we made a greeting booth wherein they would have to greet the person they like just give us one peso and the greetings....

kaso yung iba di na namin nabasa kasi ano... nagstart ang program

umuwi naman akong may dalang award dahil third ako sa poster making sa math haha may medal parin....

pero yung form ko application form para sa BUCET? gosh!!! di ko pa naayos eh! walang hiya naman....

pucha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

may aasikasuhin pala di pa tapos kalbaryo ko?!!!!!!!!!!!

a Funny ending

2009-07-24T07:22:00.001-07:00

hay naku grabe.. namamaos na talaga ako. biruin mo kumanta kami sa jingle sa gallanosa national highschool./ hindi man kami ang nanalo at wala man kaming naiuwing award. (pwera nalang kay elsbeth sa logo making). eh happy na rin kaming malaman. na 2 points lang lamang nila saamin di..ano pa ba? close fight diba. wala ..na okey na tapos na ang tapos happy lang ako kasi nirepresent namin school namin

kasama ko doon. sila KENNY, IAN, LOWELL, DIANNE and your one and only ME.
Hiazt panibago itong experience ang saya kaya naming lahat ..hahaha ang saya namin. parang wala lang ang competition basta tumawa lang kami ng tumawa... may mga bagong friends kami duong nameet.. kaso sa TNHS lang kasi yung iba parang suplada kasi naman.. ang taas tingin sa sarili nila..ewan ko lang bahala sila.. noh pake ko.

basta study naman ako tommorow.. nako dami na kayang lessons ang namiss ko oh my god. I have to study for other subjects i have to make it all up.. darn it. i'm gonna be so busy. then on monday we have a report about the problems on economy and we're going to present . it's a relief since. only our section can hear our problems. but sadly the bad news is we're going to speak in english each one of us explaining. what kind of problems in our community we're having .

damn...

it's really fun to sing and dance haha

♥♥fOod tr!p

2009-07-17T07:07:00.000-07:00

okey ritwal..na ata sa aming tatlo nI. jamie, at john ang kumain sa labasa every friday. oh diba echos.. kain kami lagi ng burger...ewan ko ba sa lugar na iyon lagi namin na-bobrought ang topic ..naming masasama ang loob. doon namin kadalasan nasasabi ang problema namin. about sa life.. kakiba kasi dati. di naman kami ganun eh! ewan ko ba ngayon. 3 kaming laging gutom sa pagkain...food food food................ speaking of food may cooking contest kami next week. at uhm. pasta ata yung gagawin ewan. wait clear muna natin. hindi ito yong paste. you know ang mga italian food ewan nila ..tapos dapat nakasuot talaga sila ng pangchef oh diba bongga silang lahat. dapat reminder: dala ang camera sa 24.. para may souvenir sa ka-echosan ginawa ko sa school.. busy ako kaya the whole day halos wala akong pinasukang subject. bakit hindi. nag-assist ako sa aming mga events sa school bakit andun ako kasi naman president ang lola nyo... ^^ oh ang saya diba??....hahah..daming excuse don't worry i can still study di ko pinapabyaan ang studies ko..pagkatapos nito..

until NOW Zero balance parin ang lurvelyf ni may mo.

hindi na ako nakakapag-friendster sawa na eh!!!!!!
eto:::

superb busy

2009-07-15T04:58:00.000-07:00

nakz haizr. naku hindi na ako nakakapag-net dahil sobra sa dami ng mga activities sa school hindi ko na nga masyadong naasikaso ang forum ko kailangan ko maging active ulit dun naku.. haizt.. tommorow morning . naku may poster making and also i have to make up for my test in math since i flunk down the last time (Darn it) she's probably laughing in her hearts content damnation .. i have to be better this time i will not fail. I won't NOT infront of that stupid bitch. oh how i hate her so it's really weird i'm not strangling her to death damn her,.. for breaking my friends heart she's a deciever .. for goodness sake i wish she could open her eyes to see the truth especially those persons she's using they don't know what they're in for..

anyway damn .. dami ng nagregister sa nutrition activities at grabe naloka ako sa kanila ang kukulit lalo na yung first year . marami akong aasikasuhin ngayon especially the prizes and the materials lalo't sa friday na ang ibang events haizt kapagod as-in ano ba ito. tapos may pag-aaralan pa dahil sa research project namin sa english!!

i'm really tired so tired.. tapos umulan pa ng malakas di umuwi ako ng basang basa.. naku!!!!!!!

don't worry kaya ko ito these are just challenges and for sure i can take it

#reIgNing dOmiNtaIOn#

2009-07-10T19:42:00.000-07:00

hello there to everyone else in the world of destruction may I present to you the dull intro of the girl who owned nothing in her life. just the sadness and the heart she carries.anyway tama na ang kachukarang iyan..

reigning ang section ko ngayon kasi ako president ng isang club haha. swerte ko over-all sa buong campus sa STEP. for the T.L.E. kareer Ko to.. haha papatalo paba?

kaso sa kabila ng kasayahan kong nadarama. naskzz away naman ang abot ko sa mga kafriendshipan ko. feeling ko over guilty sa lahat sheh! amn naku..grabe tlaga away toda max. sila.. haha mag a-anniv panaman kasi bwisit kasi itong si IRENE LISTANA>.. kainis.. sipsip sa away para makuha loob ng friends ko.. aargh!!! makikita nya gaga sya hate her so much...

pero i don't really care besides i'm trying to live my life peacefully.. alright.. don't care the fuck about her..

she's just a little bitch of my life..

and panalo pala ako sa ..

poster making 3rd placer. haha swerte ng life QoH!!

damn brother..

2009-07-05T00:44:00.000-07:00

damn my brother.. damn damn damn. i really hate him so f*** much,,, as-in
kung may pinakamasama mang kapatid yon na ang kapatid ko. as-in i hate him so.. much..
damn him super. wala na syang nagawang maganda para sa pamilya puros nalang perwisyo di naman sya nakakatulong. di nga nya inaayos ang pag-aaral nya
hindi mo maasahan sa bahay.. napakatamad. kung ako man tamad.. nako di hamak na mas may pakinabang naman ako sa bahay kesa sa kanya. gumagalaw lang ang gago kapag andyan si papa SIPSIP kasi. badtrip naman. tapos may kasalanan. ako ang napapagalitan hayop na buhay yan OH,... as-in arrghh!!
super sa hatred ang narararamdaman ko para sakanya
masama na kung masama.. engot naman kasi
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

BADTRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my designs

2009-07-05T00:37:00.000-07:00

okey this is the banner of the branches of dreams this july.. last month this was the banner

since well everyone got addicted with the B.B.F i tried to have it as the banner. anyway currently on that month i gave one of my members as a happy birthday banner .. directly.
ugly i know haha.. still i tried..
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what a school?

2009-07-03T17:43:00.000-07:00

hay nakakaloka pala ang high school life no? napakasaya at napakaloka.. gaya na lang nang nangyari saamin nako. nagsayaw kami sa unahan na parang mga katutubo on the spot at tawa kami ng tawa sa mga itsura namin,. haha hai isa pa ang saya ng mga events naloloka ako sa math tapos sa science pero challenging ganun din ang english namin nosebleed to the max. exception pa jan ang mga basag ulong projects at practicum namin

recently sa p.e. namin nag partial curl ups kami at pasado naman ako sa awa ng dyos pero. ang sakit pa rin ng tyan ko hanggang ngayon.

english namin may acting kami on the spot din, haizt tawa ako ng tawa sa group mates ko na o.p. ba

math wow bida ako. hahah ang saya.. para daw akong teacher kong magreport proud ako yehey!!

okey this wednesday merong gaganaping some events sa school kasama na ang poster making at wagi!! i'll try my best to win this time hhaha

WheN u lUk mE iN maTA

2009-06-12T19:07:00.000-07:00

Hmmf.. ano itong churvang eto? aver? ikaw me gusto saakin/.. totoo ba yan.. sorry ka bawal ako eh hanggang tingin ka nalang noh!! i can bever be yours.. saka kahit na gwapo ka.ayaw namn saiyo ni papa kasi may problem ang teeth mo.. haha biruin mo teeth nalang diba? ..kasi nmn alam mo na parents ko strict joke
ganyan tlga sila protective lang saakin... nakz naman namiss mo ako kaagad.. para 5 days akong nawala sa paningin mo.. tingin ka na ng tingin saakin sa tindahan gosh naman...

eh paano mo saakin sasabihin na mahal mo ako? na hindi mo nga ako nalalapitan magdusa ka sa kakatingin.. life is unfair hahah

shE sUckS

2009-06-11T06:37:00.000-07:00

okey there's this girl sa school na sobrang hate ko na tlga as in to the highest level na. kasi naman nakakainis ang ugali . manggagamit and etc. haizt ginamit nya ang friend ko grabe ang inis ko sakanya akala nya kong sino syang maganda . tapos may gutts pa syang gumawa ng tsimis tungkol saakin? i mean duh!! hello anong akala nya saakin tanga para di malaman ang mga ginawa nya sa mga friend ko? well she better think again.. 'cause i perfectly know what she's thinking and what she's up too.. and talk about backstabbing bitch. i mean nagreport ako sa front then sya. gumagawa sya ng story saakin

hindi yung may fantasy .. story like tsismis. evuh!! gaga sya di nya nga kaya mag-english fluently jan.. tapos balak nya pa akong kalabanin hmph. tingnan natin kung hanggang saan ang amag ng angas na yan.. makikita nya. wag nya akong maway away jan at di nya kilala kalaban nya.

i hate her for using the ones dear to me and to think my friend told me that she was jealous with me. i mean if she is and then she's mad at me why is she blaming my other friends? she's a real pain in the neck you know what i mean. not only did she hurt my close friend (guy) emotionally... oh she also used him to get something that she wanted.

she's a witch urrge!!

school starts already

2009-06-06T06:56:00.000-07:00

ayy. naku nag-start na lamang ang school namin and first day of class let me tell you something i am ever so glad . kasi samne classmates para new teachers, studies and room ang aming pinaninibaguhan and bagong away between kay enemy#1 at ako.. but i wouldn't want to ruin the entry by blabbering how ignorant and flirt she is.. anywayn haizt talagang maganda ang school ko ngayon feeling ko so brand new ang lahat kahit na halata namang walang pinagbago siguro new experience talaga since .. 4th year na ako. tapos ga-graduate na ako next year
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hala...... arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

talentadong pinoy

2009-05-27T23:07:00.000-07:00

magandang hapon mo co-pinoy filipino ko. nanood ako ng t.v. one beautiful afternoon,. sa gma actually i hate wowowee eh! anyway that's not the topic.. so ano kung nanood ako diba it's tipicle. but hey. habang nanonood ako sa show nila. na kakaibang bida. it's about other people perform something infront of the crowd. you must impress them first para manalo ka and so on may pera and blah! blah~ blah~ .. same old story.. but that's not the case.. i mean ang nagperform ay magagaling.. really so crazy talent pero impressive talaga. one that caught my attention was the "HUMAN BEAT BOX" i was like WOW!! on his performance as-in magaling talaga. i mean beat sya ng beat gamit ang bibig parang isang rapper artist. na nag d-dj. astig. tlga

i mean napaisip ako right then.. marami namang tao ang may mga kakaibang talents but they bring great joy to others. KUNG MAHASA ang kanilang galing i'm sure they will be known in someway... para saakin may mga taong mas magaganda pa ang boses kesa sa mga sikat na singer. as well sa ibang.. mga ways. kasi new generation nga diba laging mas magagaling ang dumarating. but in a way . paano natin malalaman na magaling tayo sa isang bagay na kahit nga tayo tinatago natin. nahihiya tayo dahil parang nakakahiya at di tayo tatanggapin ng taong nasa paligid natin. na baka ipagtabuyan. at ang tingin nila saatin weird or kung ano ano pa. oh ang iba naman gawan ka ng tsismis ng kung ano ano.

ganyan ang utak pinoy. pero marami tayong kayang gawin. alam nyo ba na sa mga papel lng grbe na ang nagagawa ng mgamahihirap na pinoy. sa lagay na yun kasi. sa sobrang kahirapan nagiging creative ang tao. paano? kikita tayo ng pera diba kailangan may ipagbili tayo eh ano na lang ang gagawin natin kung ang meron lang tayo ay punit punit na tela. ano pa. eh! di gawin nating basahan creative diba. recylce ba at the same time. dapat kasi pinagtutuunan ito ng pansin ang creativity.

hanggang dito nalang muna mga kapatid at sa ibang araw.. pulitika naman tayo

i can wait forever..

2009-05-27T19:29:00.001-07:00

i dedicate this song to my special friend joseph gutierez. HE'S so cute and i really love him so much. we were suppose to meet this week but because me and my father got into a fight. it was cancelled . i just missed the chance of meeting my special friend. i'll tell you a little secret. i really love this guy the problem is i don't know if he feels the same..
the thing is. i always feel that he does. but when we're texting and talking on the phone. it's he doesn't show it.. it's just a feeling i don't know.

there was this other time he makes me feel like i'm his special someone and until now i feel i am. see he lost his c.p. and wasn't able to text me for a whole month. i thought he forgot all about me. since i'm just his textmate. and you know other guys out there.. easy to forget..anyway my father and i was on the mall. the national bookstore at legazpi. when all of the sudden my phone rang. . i answered it. at first i didn't know it was him 'cause he's not telling his name. i got pissed off and turned it off. a minute later. someone texted me and said " si seph 2 new no. ko". damn. i told my self. if i knew all along then i wouldn't have turned it off

then the next minute. i didn't expect him to call again but-- he did. and guess what he told me he misses my voice. aww. which made my heart live with glee. my smile was up to my ear. i could rip it out.. and then the thought that he memorized my no. and the thought that he called me just to say that he missed my voice and told me about his new no. really makes me special. you know he could just text me if i'm no ordinary person but hey. i was ever so glad when he did that...

and up 'till now we still have our communication. i'll never forget him. and when i called him he said he was like happy 'cause i called. damn...ow i wanna hug him

It mIght nOt bE tOdAy tOmmOrOw Or thE nExt dAy. bUt I cAn wAIt And whEn thAt dAy cOmEs. I'll lEt fAtE dEcIdEs. bUt stIll whAtEvEr hAppEns I'll wAIt..

that's him joseph gutierez.....

i know i can wait forever

my dumb and ridiculous summer

2009-05-25T00:18:00.000-07:00

okey to all damnation and jot this down to your book fellas. this year '09 my summer . this summer has been the worst of all summer history ever.. i mean i didn't even got the chance to well be free. do some things i've always wanted to do like. go out on the evening with my friends. do some girl stuff. meet new friends. i mean seriously NONE. i didn't even got the chance to stay up late. because i have to go to the store every morning just to be the somewhat like saleslady and whatsoever do some chores and blah blah blah!!! everyday, everytime i get home. the welcoming commitee my brothers shouting at each other. a whole pile of dishes. a really messy house. a leashed dogs barking like there's no tommorow. and an incoming mother blabbing .....

nice right? .. yea really nice. *sigh*

then add up the incoming school hurrah!! i still don't have my school supplies.. i'm a fourth year now and i have to focus real hard. if i want my parents to be proud. but in my case? NUTCASE... i don't know if they'll ever be proud

good mind: (sphix) = aina wag kang mag-isip ng ganyan pagod lang mga magulang mo at marami ang problema kaya sila nagkakaganyan..

bad mind: (sphix) = bahala na sila pabayaan mo di naman nila makita ang halaga mo diba.. ano pake mo.

aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i can't take it anymore i have to shut down my circuit and sleep........

sleeeeeeeeep for a thousand years

*sigh*

*life is cruel*

*shuts eyes*

i wanna go away,.

2009-05-19T05:48:00.000-07:00

oh dear hear we are again hahah... starting another day of despair because i have nothing much to do inside my boring house...i need a vacation.. i wanna be free. and go away some beautiful place.. haaay ......

annoying summer^^

2009-05-17T07:48:00.000-07:00

well how about that di mn lang ako nagkaroon ng isang kganda gndang summer .. i was like so excited pa nmn sa summer 'cause i thought i'm going to have a blast. but everything change damn. i didn't even get the chance to go out somewhere out there!! para akong preso nakakulong sa bahay. bantay ng aming tindahan. tapos hay nako pag may mali kanananamn dak dak nnmn galing sa magulang aw... ang sama tlga ng summer ko.. parang fine arts lang lahat ng nangyari na sana dapat mangyari pero ano ang nangyari nagkanda loka loka ako.. walang magawa tambay dito kain upo tulog.. nood t.v. kung minsan di na makacomputer.. nahihihya na kasi ako sa parents ko

*wow ako mahiiya???*
*miracle*

pero true kaya well ..eto ang mga di ko nagawa this summer

*di ako nakapamasyal sa ibangn lugar
*di ako nakakain ng dapat sana eh kainin ko
*di ako nagkaroon ng bagong friendship
*naloloka ako kasi sana sali ako sa banda
*nuod sana ako ng band di natuloy
*di ako pwede lumabas ng bahay para magsaya
*bawal pa magcom.
*bawal umalis ng bahay
*at marami pang iba ... haay naqhu

pero infairness di naman ganun kagrabeng paghihirap ang dinanas ko.. at least masaya parin ako,
kasi may wafu dun sa may tindahan namin na panay ang tingin saakin kaya well parang heheh kinikilig ako.. haha for the first time ba! jowk..

like ko lang sya xeh maputi at wow mahiyain ang gago dinaig pa ang ugali ko.. tsaka natutunan ko rin na di dapat ako magtaray dun sa tindahan kasi wala akong makukuhang kausap pag boring hours na!! kaya negk2 malaking lesson un para saakin munting life noh..

maraming stories ang mga namiss ko tlga as-in maraming kailangan i re -wrtite naqhhu dami dapat gawin haizt

but everything is just fine

tunog kabataan fest '09

2009-05-11T07:19:00.000-07:00

tunog kabataan fest sa bulan sorsogon ay magaganp. na! and sasali kami.. well yea sasali kami

-karen, ako, kuya , aaron at si dance kulang pa kmi ng drummer pwede nmn sna ang kapatid ko..hehe .. so we just made plans about it and currently nag-uusap parin kmi sa aming ggwin problema nmin ang instruments haay naqOh money nnmn.. sa beginners pln' kmi xeh amn baguhan ano pa nga ba? haha

-ung name sana ng band namin ay BANDIT_REVOLVER.. since my nbasa ako sa k-zone na ang old term ng bandits sa old english ay footpad. nag-suggest ako na magin' "FOOTPAD_REVOLVER" ang pangalan namin and thus here we are.. the band of immaculate..

-di nmin sna balak sabihin nme namin my codename nga kami para magmukhang mysterious..heheh astig divah?

-kng originality nmn ..english ang aming pg-uusap .. in an england accent. wee excited aqOh dun..

-so anyway here's the gang

"FOOTPAD_REVOLVER"

-BANDITS-

lady_necro (vocalist) - karen

blind_bandit (bassist) - aina

axligh (lead guitarist) - aaron

gunflames (rythm guitarist) - dane

________(drummer) - __________

so we're still missing a drummer haha.. GO ON GUYS LET'S sHOW THEM WHAT WE'VE GOT

hatton vs. pacquiao --brown out pa!!!

2009-05-04T07:20:00.000-07:00

can't believe na. sa kay bilis na rounds natalo agad si hitman? i mean akala ko pa naman..aabot ito ng 10 rounds or even 12 rounds.. pero oh my god..2 rounds lang bagsak agad si hatton?? o.0 shocking i know..and they try to say and naipagmalaki pa nila na..ma-be-beat daw ni hatton si pacquiao? ..asan?? wala man lang ka-thrill ang nangyari..haizt. tapos.. brown out pa samin dito.. sira pa ang t.v. namin so di ko masyado nakita ang aktual na laban.. some say kawawa daw si hatton...
maybe..

just thinking about sa kahihiyan ni hatton..

whattadecision?!

2009-05-04T07:19:00.000-07:00

okey this is totally outrageous to the max and the highest level grabe. okey. so nag d.l.c training ako. kahit sa gusto ko rin na at the same time ayaw ko dahil nakakapgod. tlga as in. pero sige parin ako ng sige dahil para ito sa mama ko. anyway. ..nagpagod ako .grabe ang pawis na aking iniri.. jowk pero so grabe pawisan na tlga kami ng grabe.. ang itim ko na dahil sa kakapainit saamin ng trainor namin na si.Sir THOLITS.... the training was worth it though kami...ang datihan ...tawag namin yan sa mga senior citizen na na 4th year. bali kami ang mamamhala kpg ala ang trainor like.. we're going to teach the freshmen about the rule on d.l.c so... i was on the twirlers and i was like the one who sometimes (i think i'm the one) who makes our step...sometimes my co-friends.. help me.. anyway .the freshmens are really and extremely hard to train. i mean.. sinisgawan na nmin sila di parin nakikinig sinasabhan na namin, ng

proper marching ayaw saamin makinig i mean ang aarte nila promise.. kahit kau maiirita haay! naqh.. ngaun eto na ang pinakanaiinisan ko tlga.. yung part ng paghanap ng karpat dapat na lider para sa marching band nmin. omg! em so badtrp y??? kasi nmn ang pinili na majorette namin GOD yung sakang ang marching..haay naqh..eto na ung kinatatakutan ko yung.. sa batch namin!! matalo kami. i mean diba..nakaktkot...sa batch namin.. iniisip ko plng na mangyari yun. naqh.. knkbhan naqh as-in.. i mean ..ibang iba isipin na sa batch namin matalo para bang..isa kaming waswas.. naqh..kaya sabi ko..quit ako kasi ayaw kung maranasan ang talo.. napaiyak pa ako kasi...

ang prioritize dapat ang 4th year na makasama agad sa drill pero ano ang nangyari ung mga datihan kong kasama.. temporary lang????? i mean that's totally unfair isa pa...... sabi ni ma'am kung pipili dhaw ng lider votations daw.. mala ano ang nagyari votations nga ang nangyari....wala nmn ...di nagkaroon ng votations sya parin ang pumili..GOd makipera tlga!!!

nakkainis.. haizt.. I QUIT BAHALA NA KAU D.L.C> MAGDUSA TAYONG LAHAT

(♥::happy_yet_dissapointed::♥)

2009-03-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

well well well... march 19, 2009 there was a very unexpected event that happened in our very own classroom. it was an idea. to be called. well ano ba itong pinagsasabi ko. ang nangyari well me party kami. and appreciation party ba para sa mga teachers namin. why? para nmn to let them know na.. they're special saamin. so gumawa kami ng "APPRECIATION DAY" , and it was a success. ang mga program good,also the food(though it sucks)..heheh ^^anyway. we made a speech an appreciation speech to be exact for our dearest teachers.. and while one of my classmates were reading her speech. she cried and also the teachers aww T_T it was so emotional. even i let a teardrop. sabi kasi saamin ng teacher namin eh. sa 36 years daw na pagturo nila sa school namin,. it was the first time na may mangyari na tulad non. yung bang. gawan sila ng program na kami kami lang na estudyante nila. kaya sila na-shock tlga!^^ waaa!^^.. what can i say we have a very creative mind. napakanta pa ako ng.. wala sa oras!..ano ba naman yan. buti nalang hindi ako namaos kundi aww. great disgrace. waa!^^...nga pala..after that. naqhu todo papic. ang mga classmates ko. wee!^:: xemperds mawala ba naman ako don hindi noh! ..naqhu.. pic. here pic. there it was awesome love it!^^at wow muntik ko nang makalimutan ng gabi naman. dahil sa sumabay ang event namin sa birthday ng tita ko..well nanood kami ng ms. gay tribal exotica 2009 wooot!!! kakatwa.. ang mga suot nila graveh!!! woot woot!! so HOT ba..hahahpero worth it. it was so much fun
:: so happy ::

okey here it is!%^^
march 20, 2009.. damn badtrip. pagkatapos ng day of kasayahan langya dumating angn kabadtripan ko..hay hamag pucha. nawala ang forum ko. langya ewan ko kung ano ang nangyari pero ng magcheck ako i cannot find any sever dammit! i don't know what the heck happened argh!
:: i'm so freaki'n mad ::

(_>>darkness alone<<_)

2009-03-13T19:32:00.000-07:00

painted as black as the night. i covered my ears as the sound is a real fright, to my eyes i see nothing but black. in every corner of my eye black…black is everywhere. or should i say the darkness is everywhere. it has come to consume me. .i knelt down. close my eyes!..tears starts to fall on my thighs like bullets.

the wind whispers to me. sound of sorrows , screams of agony, squeels of pain, and moans of sadness. being alone in this cold dark room. makes my spine tingles!. i suddenly hear voices. voices from the grave . singing songs. chanting words. words i could not understand.

the room temperature. suddenlt dropped to zero. i;m beginning to chill. i held myself tighter. i could hold no one but myself! i have no one but myself!. words are like razor sharp blades, cutting through my flesh. i cried and cried until my eyes bleed!

i’ll die alone.

i’ll die alone….

b.a.r.k.s. party(running for president)

2009-01-31T22:49:00.000-08:00

you guys? what do you think? should i run as president, and oppose the 1st section in some way like this, just to show them that.. kahit na 1st section ang tawag saknila mas may nkakahigit pa saknila.. hindi ko alam kung ang mga sinasabi kong ito ay may saysay o wala.. ang tanging alam ko lang ay!gusto ko mag-run for president. para naman maka-experience ako. ng thrill. never ko pa kasi nagawa ang bagay na ito eh! alam ko naman kasi na matatalo lang naman ako. kaya di na ako umaasa.

kasi i think i can do better, sa tingin ko. there's a part of my self that's saying i can do it. and that i can make a change. but if ever i win that competition. there are questions i need to ask for myself..

am i capable of handling such task?

am i the kind of person who will not back out from a fight?

can i do these?

what if i can't then what will people think of me,.. i don't want to dissapoint my friends and my family. especially my family. i don't want to put our names in disgrace. now that i finally realize that i have something.. i am something. that i can do something i want.. that i can be the person who i wanna be,,haizt mahirap magdecision. ang daming gagawin.. tapos may campaign pa.. kakayanin ko kaya ito??

pag nag-campaign kami. makukuha ko kaya ang votes ng mga kabataan..

???????

oh ang dami ng tanong na kailangan sagutin...

isa lang ang answer ko..

think positive.. manalo matalo..as long as i have fun.. it's alright!!

-ena signing off-

(chappie 1) ♥x♥SeRiOuSlY[?]_♥x♥

2009-01-23T07:22:00.000-08:00

bago ko po simulan itong aking mensahe . nais ko munang sabihin sa lahat na ang mensahe ko pong ito ay tungkol sa pagmamahalan na pamekean!okey akin na pong sisimulan ang aking mensahe, para sa aking self proclaim inaguaration speech. sa lhat ng mga invisible fans ko. salamat sa support.

-->start<--
yeah i know love hurts , love ganito. love ganoon. halos kadalasan na lang . maririnig mong sinasabi ng mga humanities na bigo sila sa love. ang swerte nila sa love and whatsoever. . Lam nyo nakakairita na king minsan yan. Dami kasi ng may love problems ngayong mga nagdaang araw. Dami naman kasi ng mga manloloko at nagpapaloko. ay! aba di ko yun kasalanan, fault nila yun. at naging tanga sila sa love na yan. People refer or exampled love as one of the subjects students are aking. they fail many times, they succeed many times. ika nga nila
"nagiging tanga talaga pagdating sa love"
I mean duh!! wala naman kayaang subject na love kung meron man
"BUWAON AN NAGHIMO SUON"
I mean kasalanan mo at nagtiwala ka kaagad. kasalanan mo at minahal mo sya kaagad. kasalanan mo kung bakit desperada ka nayon......

Oo ikaw lang naman ang tanging salarin jan sa buhay mo. ikaw ang may kasalanan kung bakit nagpakatanga ka..ikaw lang naman ang may kasalanan diba!!! dahil nagpaloko ka.. Hay
!!!buhay nga naman ewan ko ba it seems like the world today is full of disgracement and tragedy.
funny because people only love someone because they're a great partner in bed. if you already know what i mean
"sex lang" ang habol nila . because the word love is not writtern inside their mindacious vocabularius..
dahil for them love is just a game.people like that never thinks carefully. never takes the so-called love seriously. so jan na papasok si kaibigang "karma"

stay tunned sa iba pang talakayan

♥_♥AbOuT D'aH owNer♥_♥

2009-01-19T04:30:00.000-08:00

EhM.. YeSs D'aH OWneR of Diz FilE WrYtz.. YeP i'M Hir To intRodUcE MysElf. As d"aH gHurL wiTh aN aTtiTude, WeLl unfOrtunaTely aLl Of US Has AttItUde. I juZ duNnO If MynZ DiffUreNt FrM. D'aH rHezt. HaRhaR. My NEYm Zzzz...
"aina yanzon tolero"
BuT My fUrrEnDz CaLls ME aInz. For "long" AlthOugh I'vE got Lots Of thIngs to nmE mYsElf. suCh as:
_helena volsueller_
_ena torao_
_lovie georgette_
_amalia leota_
_lady chloe poppy dangerfield_

But StIll EvEn chanGing my neYm WIlL not ChanGE My cuRrEnt Lyf. I aM beTter Well knOwN as WeiRd aNd stRanGE, sum SaYz 'm uniquE anD fOr sUm rizoN it OccURs tO ME thta I aM exotic. WeLl we aRe dIffUreNt FrM. D'aH rHEzt. But dIffUreNt In Our spExiaL WaY. hmm But Yeah theRz onLI 1 "aina tolero" liviNg In diZ woRld Of dEstruCtIon And datz MEh!!

I Am 14 YEaRs Of aGE liVing In D'aH haWs Or as I Wud Lyk To caLl it "lorch foreholden"

here are the things about li'l o'l me"
aina is a/an

-talented person-
WeLl as EvEryOne DefiNEs Me. I dOn't MIn tO be BoastFul and ProUd. But fOR wAt i'vE sEen And KNowN For MyseLF. It"s trUe. I can Sing, DanCe, wRite,DRaw creAtE so manY crazy IdeaS. aND By thEse taLEnts Of MIne HelPEd ME RicH mY destInatIon

-writer-
WrIter To BE caLLed But Not Yet a FullY KNwoN writer. i aM stIll a NovIcE. i wrIte vaRiOus Of sTuff. WhAtevEr IdeaS tHaT POpS From My mUnd KuZ gEt a PEn anD paPEr aND viOla!! a stOrY ..i"vE gOt sO manY stoRies (which will be revealed later)

-arist-
Sure A bad aRtist Yeah! I can haRdly PerfEct thE pRoportIon Of a PErsOn ShEesh! But I am aN aRtist.I LuRvE, MXiNg ColORs EsPExiaLlY maKinG a PosTer . It'S CooL

-anime lover-
I aM aN adIcK foR aNIme haRhar. siNcE i aM a littlE mutt. I adoRe anIme so much. Myf avoRite IS aLl aboUt deaTh lyk:
blood+
xxx holic
jigoku shoujo
and many more

-death lover-
ObSeSsed wiTh deat. I aM presEnt i Lurve BlooD, scReamS, daRk, gOrY aNd deaTh. EspExiaLly thOse cuRse, muRders, MystErY, suPErnaturaL BelIEfs. I'M jUsT fOnd OF it So vEry MUch but I'm StIll scaREd tHough.

-music lover-
"mUsiC is Life" Yess U LURvE musIc . it's one of my past Tym wen I'm breD. anYthINg WiTh roCk, hip hop, claSsiC and j-pop songz. u LUrvE it D'ah Ones Dat GvEs Me d'aH BeaT of music

-book lovEr-
LUrvE tO read BooKs a Lot. I EvEn collEct Them..espExiaLly scaRy ONes. reaDinG giVes Me extRa KnowlEdgE and can GivE me Ideas aBOuT mY stORies

-abnormalites-
oh YEaH i aM an abNormaLItes. MeaNinG a PersOn wiTh a MoodY persOnaLIty anD all around crazY alwaYs On a Hypher MowS. NEvEr lEft BehynD. aND alwaYS happi TawLkinG. aLsO iNvEnTs cRazY Ideas>

-wrestling fanatic-
JefF "nero" hARdy rOcKs. I lUrvE Him sO mucH..

ThoSe aRe Juz sUm oF my multicolored lYfStYle. jUz tO maKE evErtHiNg cRysTaL ClEaR. i am nOt an EmO i am a pUnk and GotH anD aLSo aN abNormalItes.. I doN't dRess LyK a ghUrl. i mIn eeW! I can see TheIR BuTs aLReaDy YuCk!!! I aM JUz LiviNg my OrdninaRy bORinG lYf. NotHiNg UnusUAl IS HapPEning. I waNna finISh My sTudiEs TO BE a SuCcEsFul WhaTEvUh! SuMDaY. aLl i wanNA say is. I KNow maNy PiPol haTEs Me For My aTtItUde. BuT hEY sORi gUys. But tHIs Is MY naTure and it's Who I rilI aM. aT LIsT i aM not PlasTik. GeT To KnoW ME fIRst Ayt.
But If You InsUlt My famIly aND FURreNdS. TheN thaT's Wen d'aH paRty StaRTs
I aM juZ bEinG mYsElf HopE You. UndersTAnd.
aYt?

"M'aH sToRieS Of dullNEzz"
-oLD sOriEs i NEvuH BotherD to finisH-
♥MElODY of War(chappie 4)
♥ClUmsY giRl(chappie 4)
♥My bOdY lovE(chappie 3)
♥ElEmtal prOteCtoRs(chappie 1)
♥DeStIny LieS wiThIn(Chappie 3)
♥DevIls In HEavEn(chappie 2)

-current stories dat ar still on going-
♥i LivE In tHIs WOrLd aLone(going book 3)
♥UnwRitteN lOvE(going book 2)
♥rIsuS saRdoNicus
♥TwIsT of faTE(near it's ending)

-latest stories which i am thinking-
♥WhisPers Of tHE wiNd
♥he Day The SUn goEs Down
♥TorTure chamBEr
♥wHEn I KiLLEd You.

-finished stories-
♥WhY dO kILlers ExisT
♥My panAginIp
♥My HalF lIfe
♥hauNted graVEyArd
♥THe headless gurL nextDoor
♥The c.d.
♥SuiCidaL
♥The Emo
♥I livE in thIS woRLd alOne buk 1&2
♥Words oF THe forGottEn BOok